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Thank you, deeply.

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Alyssa, such a beautiful share and so profound... In those final three months prior to birth, it sounds like there was, despite the absence of life as we know it, a strong lifeforce in and around you, and so much grace and growth, as if the soul of this being had woven itself into your being - as if through that initial physical connection of conception and embryo growth (brief as it was), it was able to energetically align with you and awaken some part of you really profoundly. As I read your words I felt your spirit so strongly, and despite the loss and grief (my mamma heart cries for you), I see such soul growth in you. Have followed yours and Joel's journey through here for the truth and and sending you both and your little family some gentle love from Australia xxx

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Wow! Thank you for sharing your beautiful and pain journey. You are an incredible women of faith and strength. Knowing what you needed to do in your sovereignty is so inspiring. I hope many women get to hear you story. Sending prayers for healing 🙏

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Thank you from my heart to yours for sharing your story. You are an inspiration for trusting in your body and knowing that all will be ok , and hanging in there even when uncertainty creeps in, i so appreciate that. I can’t imagine all that you’ve been through but I can try and I can feel from your words what a journey it was and continues to be. You are absolutely amazing, strong, beautiful and wise. Sending you and your incredible family so much love and big hugs ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Thank you for sharing your story, you are such a beautiful mama. And you are not alone. I experienced a similar loss with my 5th baby. Passed at 14 weeks and delivered at home at 20 weeks. I’ve never met anyone else who’s had a late pregnancy loss or stillbirth and also decided to wait for their body and baby to come when ready. It’s changed me forever in indescribable ways, having so long with your precious baby inside not knowing what’s to come when they arrive. You are so beautiful and brave for the amount of time you endured this experience. Truly. My heart is with you during this time.

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gorgeous and moving. thank you. you articulate something absolutely real and true. something indonesians showed me many years ago about the synergy of birth and death. may the young soul you encountered rest in sweet peace and may you and your family heal in earths time. blessings to you all.

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